And what are the odds, but I can't.
For everybody who don't want to hear about problems, just ignore this post.
So, everything begins 3 weeks ago, when I got a job offer, it wasn't for what I learned, but the boss was eager to try it with me, because I am a great guy. I accepted and soon after a few days later, the owner of the house where I live brought 2 new cats home.
Because they are just kittens it can get a little troublesome with them, and the first time we need a lot of work to get them to nice little cats.
Soon after that we got a call, that my aunt died because of stress and a week heart. I didn't even had a lot of time left, needed to take a day free from my new work.
So now we are in the next week. This time, the first half of the week seems pretty ok, I got along with my work, my 2 big cats doing well with the 2 little kittens, and then I get the first working overtime. 3+ and for the next week it will be the same. No problem. working overtime get me more money, that is exactly what I could need right now. So I am very eager to do those extra hours. But over the night from Wednesday to Thursday one of my big cats don't come home.
Her name is Luna, not because I like Luna from mlp so much, but because she is an all black cat, all but only on spot on the chest, where she has white fur shaped like a crescent moon. (she is even older then MLP FIM)
We searched for her everywhere. Even all kinds of people helped us. But on the weekend we got an explanation from our vet. She said, that it is possible that she got hit by a car and got throw away or that a cat snatcher could behind this. After all the city next to us has reported several cases of kidnapping of cats and dogs.
I got sick over the weekend. Probably because I was so in worry about my cat.
This week on Monday, we got the call from our vet and the animal shelter, that they could found my cat and that she probably don't come home again. I was sad, but I already know that this could be happen. So I was like, "Ok- life goes on". With that in mind, I was shocked and in tears as I wanted to go to the work next day and found my cat standing at the front door of my home. Shocked and in tears because she was in a really really really bad shape. Lets just say, she looked like a zombie cat.
We called the veterinarian immediately. And as she came to us and saw our cat she said that it would be better to euthanize. There would be only a little chance that surgery could save her life. We could still try it, but when it goes wrong we would have to pay for the surgery and the euthanize. We couldn't effort something like this, and the vet knows it. So she made us a deal, and we only need to pay the cost for the euthanize.
What a luck, finally it seems that something goes better in my life. In the evening we got my cat home again, she survived it, but lost a leg and had some other wounds. But I was happy again, I got her back and that is was count. But my story doesn't end here.
The next day, Wednesday, I just arrived at work as my boss told me that I get fired. Because I wasn't eager enough to work there...
Yes, and Thursday Luna got ill, it again looked bad for her and we called the vet again. Luna got several infections from the accident and they where unnoticed. But with a little medicine she got better now. At least something.
3 weeks, and so much happened. And no time for drawing. I am still very sick, but at least after I got my cat back, it got better. But I lost a job. I am have 2 kittens which wants my attention, and I lost one of my aunts.
I just wanted to get rid of that, because all that what happened crushed me.
Maybe I am not allowed to draw, and being happy, or making other happy. I am sitting here, not knowing on what to focus on. To quit drawing, or idk
I just wanted to draw