for those who don't want to hear something like this, please don't read.
For everyone else, thank you that you read this. Today I lost a dearest friend, a family member, and a cat. Now it sound not so big for the on or other from you, but I really loved her, she was a important part of my life and a piece of myself. This piece is now missing. I am sad, but also happy, happy to share so many good and funny memories of her. I loved her very much, as a pet, friend and even as a child. And as sad how the goodbye was. I am glad that she died happy, and even without any help from a vet. This is rare here in Germany, most of our pets get an injection to sleep easy and without pain. So it is somehow relieving knowing that she could sleep without an injection and without pain happy beside me.
Still it hurts, a lot. And I will say goodbye to her. Jeremie, you will never forget, you will ever loved, rest in peace. I will miss you. Aloha my friend.
PS.: And to all my watchers, thank you, for being a part of my life.